We Hide Our Broken Hearts.

I'm sorry I haven't made a post in a few days. You know when your mind is just so full of shit you can barely even thing straight? Ya, that's me right now. I have projects due, solo and ensemble saturday, homework, tests, softball, Hansel leaving....Everything's a big bowl of blehhh. Everything's falling apart right now. But not i shall get to the point of this post.

Has anyone ever had that feeling, after something tragic or extremely depressing, or life changing happens, and afterwards you feel...numb? Like, you had so many crazy emotions going on and then it's just SOOO much...Then it all just stops? Like, all sudden you just can't feel anything. That's what happened to me the day after i found out Hansel's moving. It's like a huge wave of emotion then it's just nothing. It's as if my emotions where all let loose, then locked up in the back of my mind a  few minutes later. And it stayed locked up for days then it alll came back at one time. I cried for like 2 hours straight. I guess this is just my way of dealing with things beyond my maturity level. I hope I'm not that only one...?