So my friend Hannah and I do the most random shit. I mean, there's really not much else to do when you're stuck at your high school for about 5 hours waiting for your sisters rehearsal do get over. So we took advantage of living in downtown Lansing, and we walked around downtown until we found a store, or something that interested us. After only about 15 minutes of walking we found what might as well be Jesus in store form. We waltzed on into Capital City Comics, which was also connected to Gone Wired Cafe. The comic book store had a box in the corner saying "$1 comics" and so me and Hannah hurried over there. They had The Avengers, Batman, Superman, Cat Women, and the Hulk. I had $10 and I WAS IN HEAVEN. OMG. Goddamn, i looooooove living in Lansing sometimes... (:
For the rest of my life, i don't care what happens, whether you move across the country or not... We'll still always be together. I promise. Because i know for a fact that every time i look into your eyes and we stare with smiles on our faces, that THAT is home to me. When we're together, i know I'm home. When you hug me i could stay there for hours. Because i know that's where i belong. I know we're complete opposites. We're two very different people. I don't know how the hell me and you came to be, but I'm so goddamn thankful that God put us in the same room. At the same time, on the same day, on that day we met. Because I've never felt more at home then when I'm with you. You've made this crazy, unstable, confusing life bearable. You keep me sane, you make me feel like I'm worth being here. Not everyone finds that person they are meant to stand by their entire life, but I'm one lucky bitch, because i already have. I don't care if we're not a 'couple'. As long as i got my best friend, who loves me, I'm more then happy to have that. I'll live my life, I'll meet other people and I'll be with other people. But i know that no one else could make me feel quite the way you do. We'll stand by each other through it all. I'm so lucky to know that one person that I'll always have to lean on. I love you. And don't you ever forget that.
So i went to Solo & Ensemble today. Which is a thing where you go and preform a solo, duet, exc. and they give you a rating. Either a one, two, or three. One being the best. Three being the worst. And ones arent handed out very easily. So I went today and preformed a solo, and a duet with my friend Cece. I GOT A ONE ON BOTH OF THEM, OMG. I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
After almost three months of hard work, practicing, criticism, being told i couldn't do it, I FINALLY GOT A ONE. It all paid off. I cried sooooo much over that one fucking piece of music. I practiced for HOURS and HOURS. The super cool part is, my band director Mr. Derosso told me, when i picked that solo, that i couldn't do it. I PROVED THAT HOE WRONG. He was all like "You know, Cassandra, this solo is extremely difficult for anyone to play. Especially a freshman. I think you should strongly consider a different piece". I was like, "OH HEEEELLLL NAWWW" and i did it. Mwahahahahahahaa. I win (: Me and Cece also got our pictures professionally taken with our flutes. Those should but up soon but for now i just have a picture of my metals (:
Me friends Ben and Octavious did a alto sax solo, and did a trio with my sister Lyn. Octavious did a bassoon solo and earned a one too (: I'm so happy for all of us, it was an amazing day., We all went out to lunch to celebrate. Ps, at Solo and Ensemble there were A LOT of cute band nerds. Hahaha ohyes. It was amazing. Guys who can play an instruments are SEXYYY. Lol. So I made it to State Solo & Ensemble for my duet AND solo. I'm so happy you have no idea. :D
After almost three months of hard work, practicing, criticism, being told i couldn't do it, I FINALLY GOT A ONE. It all paid off. I cried sooooo much over that one fucking piece of music. I practiced for HOURS and HOURS. The super cool part is, my band director Mr. Derosso told me, when i picked that solo, that i couldn't do it. I PROVED THAT HOE WRONG. He was all like "You know, Cassandra, this solo is extremely difficult for anyone to play. Especially a freshman. I think you should strongly consider a different piece". I was like, "OH HEEEELLLL NAWWW" and i did it. Mwahahahahahahaa. I win (: Me and Cece also got our pictures professionally taken with our flutes. Those should but up soon but for now i just have a picture of my metals (:
Me friends Ben and Octavious did a alto sax solo, and did a trio with my sister Lyn. Octavious did a bassoon solo and earned a one too (: I'm so happy for all of us, it was an amazing day., We all went out to lunch to celebrate. Ps, at Solo and Ensemble there were A LOT of cute band nerds. Hahaha ohyes. It was amazing. Guys who can play an instruments are SEXYYY. Lol. So I made it to State Solo & Ensemble for my duet AND solo. I'm so happy you have no idea. :D
I'm sorry I haven't made a post in a few days. You know when your mind is just so full of shit you can barely even thing straight? Ya, that's me right now. I have projects due, solo and ensemble saturday, homework, tests, softball, Hansel leaving....Everything's a big bowl of blehhh. Everything's falling apart right now. But not i shall get to the point of this post.
Has anyone ever had that feeling, after something tragic or extremely depressing, or life changing happens, and afterwards you feel...numb? Like, you had so many crazy emotions going on and then it's just SOOO much...Then it all just stops? Like, all sudden you just can't feel anything. That's what happened to me the day after i found out Hansel's moving. It's like a huge wave of emotion then it's just nothing. It's as if my emotions where all let loose, then locked up in the back of my mind a few minutes later. And it stayed locked up for days then it alll came back at one time. I cried for like 2 hours straight. I guess this is just my way of dealing with things beyond my maturity level. I hope I'm not that only one...?
Has anyone ever had that feeling, after something tragic or extremely depressing, or life changing happens, and afterwards you feel...numb? Like, you had so many crazy emotions going on and then it's just SOOO much...Then it all just stops? Like, all sudden you just can't feel anything. That's what happened to me the day after i found out Hansel's moving. It's like a huge wave of emotion then it's just nothing. It's as if my emotions where all let loose, then locked up in the back of my mind a few minutes later. And it stayed locked up for days then it alll came back at one time. I cried for like 2 hours straight. I guess this is just my way of dealing with things beyond my maturity level. I hope I'm not that only one...?
So i made a post like this a while back. It was actually my first post. But since then I've actually gotten followers and I've changed since then. So, therefor, I'm remaking this post which contains random facts about myself. (:
My name is Cassandra Grace Gunn.
I live in a place where there's winter and summer.
I'm 14 years young.
My Dad's not in the picture anymore. I was raised by my mom.
She....Ehhhh.
I have 2 brothers and 2 sisters.
I got to an inner-city school and I LOVE IT, <3
I have a lot of friends. But there are only 2 i can tell EVERYTHING to
Delaney & Hansel.
i trust them with my lifee.
I hate children with a burning passion.
Other then Hansel's little brother, who happens to be the most adorable 4 year old I've ever seen.
I'm a lefty. oh yes.
I'm a bleach blonde and i love it.,I
I'm ambidextrous
my favorite color is purple
i LOVE PICKLES.
me and my friends made nicknames for eachother,
So I'm Mahatma Gandhi.
LOLOLOL.
I love taking pictures photography is amazing.
Music is pretty much my life.
I play flute in eastern high schools' wind ensemble.
I'm in marching band---best experience of my life.
I'm straight..Which seems to be some sort of minority these days.
my best friend is gay.
i like boobs.
i hate math.
feet are disgusting to me.
i'm 5'5
I can blow air outa my eye.
i like glitter. a lot.
I'd like to think I'm smart.
i LOVE doing makeup.
i live in sweatpants, pretty much,.
my biology teacher is Asian. me & Hansel make fun of him. constantly..(:
ranch & sourpatch are gifts from God.
I'm christatian.
I believe in spirits/ghosts.
batman....'nuff said.
showers are like Jesus.
I hate people.
old people piss me off. hahaha
i have a facebook.
i hate ghetto people.
the sun makes me happy.
i love being warm. cold is like torture
my hair has been many colors
I'm comfy in my own skin...it's taken a while to be able to say that..
i love being alone. alone as in, being with Delaney or Hansel. Because they're like my other halfs.
i'm forever ill.
i can't really access a picture for this blog right now bu there will be one up before the end of the day
kbye
My name is Cassandra Grace Gunn.
I live in a place where there's winter and summer.
I'm 14 years young.
My Dad's not in the picture anymore. I was raised by my mom.
She....Ehhhh.
I have 2 brothers and 2 sisters.
I got to an inner-city school and I LOVE IT, <3
I have a lot of friends. But there are only 2 i can tell EVERYTHING to
Delaney & Hansel.
i trust them with my lifee.
I hate children with a burning passion.
Other then Hansel's little brother, who happens to be the most adorable 4 year old I've ever seen.
I'm a lefty. oh yes.
I'm a bleach blonde and i love it.,I
I'm ambidextrous
my favorite color is purple
i LOVE PICKLES.
me and my friends made nicknames for eachother,
So I'm Mahatma Gandhi.
LOLOLOL.
I love taking pictures photography is amazing.
Music is pretty much my life.
I play flute in eastern high schools' wind ensemble.
I'm in marching band---best experience of my life.
I'm straight..Which seems to be some sort of minority these days.
my best friend is gay.
i like boobs.
i hate math.
feet are disgusting to me.
i'm 5'5
I can blow air outa my eye.
i like glitter. a lot.
I'd like to think I'm smart.
i LOVE doing makeup.
i live in sweatpants, pretty much,.
my biology teacher is Asian. me & Hansel make fun of him. constantly..(:
ranch & sourpatch are gifts from God.
I'm christatian.
I believe in spirits/ghosts.
batman....'nuff said.
showers are like Jesus.
I hate people.
old people piss me off. hahaha
i have a facebook.
i hate ghetto people.
the sun makes me happy.
i love being warm. cold is like torture
my hair has been many colors
I'm comfy in my own skin...it's taken a while to be able to say that..
i love being alone. alone as in, being with Delaney or Hansel. Because they're like my other halfs.
i'm forever ill.
i can't really access a picture for this blog right now bu there will be one up before the end of the day
kbye
